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Hello Sweethearts.....

since BC closed i've joined so many forms....i feel scatered...lol...i don't really have much to say ....i'm bored with it all...i hardly even read anymore...bored with all the stuff that use to fastinate me the most...i can hardly read a few sentences...it just bores me to tears...the most fastinating subjects !!!

Sometimes i just think about everything...this little planet with all the drama....and how it all ends in death/rebirth.......i think...what if nothing even existed...no universe..no sentient beings....no mind ?????????????

all the questions and all the answers to all the questions...they just seem to go around in a circle....lol.....

maybe it's winter...i just keep thinking of where i want to move....Hawaii...Samoa....someplace warm....so tired of winter......i'm already dreading next winter !!! lol

i hope everyone is well & relatively happy....
i don't know how often i will post...like i said....not much to say.....bored......

Love,

yogini

Kunga Lhadzom wrote:_/\_

Hello Sweethearts.....

since BC closed i've joined so many forms....i feel scatered...lol...i don't really have much to say ....i'm bored with it all...i hardly even read anymore...bored with all the stuff that use to fastinate me the most...i can hardly read a few sentences...it just bores me to tears...the most fastinating subjects !!!

Sometimes i just think about everything...this little planet with all the drama....and how it all ends in death/rebirth.......i think...what if nothing even existed...no universe..no sentient beings....no mind ?????????????

all the questions and all the answers to all the questions...they just seem to go around in a circle....lol.....

maybe it's winter...i just keep thinking of where i want to move....Hawaii...Samoa....someplace warm....so tired of winter......i'm already dreading next winter !!! lol

i hope everyone is well & relatively happy....
i don't know how often i will post...like i said....not much to say.....bored......

Love,

yogini

Dear Yogini,

It's so odd how often you write just how I'm feeling too. I read your posts and it's like looking at a reflection.

-Except the part about moving to a warm place; I'm already in California.-

Be well

Dearest Drolma,

Yes...funny that.....oh..you so lucky to be in California ....my son wants to move there...but it's so expensive...ha...it's expensive in Hawaii !!!! i get like this in the winter (daydream about living in warmer climates)...nothing is perfect in Samsara...maybe i'll move to Nirvara......

lol...

There is 6 inches of snow outside my living room. Warmth is good. Although not good for skiing ...

It's expensive to live here. We pay for the sunshine

Kunga Lhadzom wrote:_/\_

Hello Sweethearts.....

since BC closed i've joined so many forms....i feel scatered...lol...i don't really have much to say ....i'm bored with it all...i hardly even read anymore...bored with all the stuff that use to fastinate me the most...i can hardly read a few sentences...it just bores me to tears...the most fastinating subjects !!!

Sometimes i just think about everything...this little planet with all the drama....and how it all ends in death/rebirth.......i think...what if nothing even existed...no universe..no sentient beings....no mind ?????????????

all the questions and all the answers to all the questions...they just seem to go around in a circle....lol.....

maybe it's winter...i just keep thinking of where i want to move....Hawaii...Samoa....someplace warm....so tired of winter......i'm already dreading next winter !!! lol

i hope everyone is well & relatively happy....
i don't know how often i will post...like i said....not much to say.....bored......

Love,

yogini

You can talk so funny about boring my dear! Winter is extra canddle time: everywhere lots of dancing flames, dancing till the butterflies are outside.

These feelings of boring winter are passing here as well. Then I turn toward: all happiness comes from wishing others are happy, all suffer from wishing I am happy.
It works so nicely!
The more I think: was winter only gone; the less I am aware of just existing now. So very happy now, warming my hands on a cup of coffee, to can write to you and all. :namaste:

=> => =>

To vast calm abiding. Nothing can disturb pureness. With happiness.

Oh dont moan yogini !

LOL

peace

xxx

yes MuniMuni...i love to burn candles when it's cold & i am so fortunate to have a fireplace(gas)...i sit so much in front of the fireplace...you are right about wishing for others happiness and not my own...i complain too much..._/\_

Caz...you're lucky you can't hear me ! lol

when summer comes i complain about the heat, and can't wait for the cool air again...lol

i wonder what i would complain about if the weather was perfect ?
Goes to show the nature of Samsara...riddled with imperfections....
But then again...everything IS perfect ????????
Hard to comprehend.

Kunga Lhadzom wrote:yes MuniMuni...i love to burn candles when it's cold & i am so fortunate to have a fireplace(gas)...i sit so much in front of the fireplace...you are right about wishing for others happiness and not my own...i complain too much..._/\_

Caz...you're lucky you can't hear me ! lol

when summer comes i complain about the heat, and can't wait for the cool air again...lol

i wonder what i would complain about if the weather was perfect ?
Goes to show the nature of Samsara...riddled with imperfections....
But then again...everything IS perfect ????????
Hard to comprehend.

No no Kunga. You are just funny! Perfect!

With the brush of conceptualisation we color all in duality; products of circumstantial conditions. Like that we are more magicians then artists.

When there is no inherent magician but one existing in dependence with body-mind-concepts; is there no solid thought and no owner of the thought. Thoughts can freely "go and come", they are like wind in our hair.

We don't have to paint the dependent face in the mirror, it is already fixed.

Now I stop writing because the morning sun is shining on the flowers here by the window and I will water them. _/\_

In november here is a woodfire ordered. During the winter months was it nicely fresh-freezing shivering time.
Now blossoming springtime is arriving around the in sun bathing house and tomorrow the woodfire will come. _/\_

I suppose the complaints come as you get older eh ? lol

Be happy your still breathing ! :deadplace:

peace

xxx

caz namyaw wrote:I suppose the complaints come as you get older eh ? lol

Be happy your still breathing ! :deadplace:

peace

xxx

Is 17- 18 so old? Hm, had no idea. :beard: Don't worry, all is perfect beyond worry.